The Reason For Your Misery

As clichéd as it sounds, it does suck to be let down by that one person you thought would never let you down. Also, it is very important. It is very important to be let down by people. Each one of them. So you know not to expect. Not to trust. Not to depend on anyone but your Lord. Humans are one of the most infidel creatures. You never really know them, even when you know them. You go mad about a human. Your world revolves around them. Everything you do is for/about them. It becomes a kind of worship. A kind of sin. And he lets you do it... For sometime. And then that very human you loved with every bit of your heart, destroys you. You made them your home and now you're lost. You're crying your eyes out and you wonder if anyone cares. You wonder if anyone sees the pain behind your smile and how you haven't slept since two days. He knows. He cares. He's there. He always was. He send everyone away so you could find Him. Seek him darling, when pain breaks you down just put your head on the ground. Look for Him and You shall be found. Let the world abandon you, so you find the one that never did, never will.